Rise To Survive Cancer

It has been more than 4 years since Kusum aka Vibha passed away. However, I have kept her mobile number active; all her WhatsApp chats, emails, mobile games—everything is still here as it was with her.

Last night, I picked up Kusum’s mobile and was reading those old golden chats between me and her in her WhatsApp itself. When I was done, I kept her mobile aside and picked up my mobile…….And then I saw Kusum appearing as ‘online’ at my WhatsApp ….For next few seconds, I forgot everything; I forgot that she is no longer between us; I forgot that I was the one who was using her WhatsApp a second before….I felt like she went somewhere without contact and came back….And surely for a second, it felt like she was alive again…….My eyes started to search…….I was totally confused…..It felt like that my heart skipped a few beats and then started pumping like anything……That feeling I realized in those few seconds is impossible to describe and categorized,       but those few seconds…uffffffffff!!

And this is it, this is today’s blog….nothing much, but……

PS: Attention to all who have Kusum aka Vibha’s cell number: I would like to share that Suryansh (Kusum and my son), this amazing boy, has decided that he is taking Kusum’s mobile number and would use it as his permanent personal number. I know a few of you continued to send your personal messages to Kusum on her mobile number. I have never read them, as I know how personal, emotional, and important those messages are for you. However, in the future, you will not be able to send such messages…I am sorry for that! But at the same time, I am sure you would be happy seeing that Kusum’s number will remain active and will be used by none other than her son, and that you can dial that number again.

In memory and in love,
Vivek

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