You would have been 36 year old today my love my life my wife, if Lung Cancer and not having timely access to latest treatment in India would not have stolen you from all of us!!
You know this 15th June has become the most important day of year for me, even much important than the day you came in my life, our marriage anniversary….Because it was this day that made every day of year relevant…Because It was this day which make us realize that look this brave girl have beaten cruel cancer & death for one more year….Because it was this day which ensured all the happiness of Suryansh, our family, friends, everyone who loved you, admired you and for me…you can’t imagine.
But this year, everyone in family are afraid of this day. As this day is approaching, there is more and more uneasiness and uncomforting. I was wishing that this day shall not come this year, when you are not between us. I am so afraid jaan, how this day will go….how our parents would able manage this day, it is impossible to imagine this pain of them….and Suryansh, he is not saying anything but clearly got irritated and frustrated internally.
It is only 10 mins left to 12 am, remember every year how Suryansh and I bring rose and cake for you for midnight surprise birthday wish. He just got slept while asking ‘Papa can we have a magic to make anyone alive again, even for once?’ and these uncontrolled silly tears of mine are expressing how helpless I am on this innocent question of Suryansh………..
Uffff….anyway….Birthday girl – here is the plan for your birthday celebration today: As you like to celebrate every year it would be same this year too….I am going to ‘under privileged Blind School’ and ‘Deepashram for special needs kids’ for your bday celebration. I am sure you will meet me there with those most innocent and beautiful creature of God…just like you, our angel.
As they say legend never dies, you the inspiration of not me but family, friends and millions of people in India & globally, you a true legend, cancer fighter and one of the most beautiful, kind, caring person, would always remain alive with us….Happy Birthday Kusum, Happy Birthday!!
Hope, Health and Love for all,